shattering opened hearts

Emotionally, things have been tough. Although the ingredients to this maelstrom have been brewing for some time, I’ve wondered how much of it may be due to Dee’s arrival? Which I don’t regret, but when you have kept yourself as emotionally guarded as I have, to open that door means letting a lot of other demons out too.

Going back to school has been a huge step. It needed to be done as it’s become more clear to me every day that I need a way to be financially independent. Yet when you take these steps it means admitting other things too…

It’s a hard grief right now to realize that things are reaching a point where they can’t be put together. Or perhaps what’s hard to accept is that sometimes broken hearts are better left that way.

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